the way i am

Run to God!

Proverbs 3:4-6 (The Message)



3-4 Don't lose your grip on Love and Loyalty.
Tie them around your neck; carve their initials on your heart.
Earn a reputation for living well
in God's eyes and the eyes of the people.

5-12 Trust God from the bottom of your heart;
don't try to figure out everything on your own.
Listen for God's voice in everything you do, everywhere you go;
he's the one who will keep you on track.
Don't assume that you know it all.
Run to God! Run from evil!
Your body will glow with health,
your very bones will vibrate with life!
Honor God with everything you own;
give him the first and the best.
Your barns will burst,
your wine vats will brim over.
But don't, dear friend, resent God's discipline;
don't sulk under his loving correction.
It's the child he loves that God corrects;
a father's delight is behind all this.

john mayer

this seriously was an amazing night.
i'm so happy everything happened the way it did.
i will never forget it. soo good.

more of luke

this guy is awesome.


inspiring. i can't wait to record my stuff. i gotta get on that. i think it just might be time.

hats

i think this guy, luke shaffer is absolutely awesome. yeah yeah he's on american idol, but gosh he's a keeper.

my mom said tonight that usually brunettes are attracted to blondes, and vice versa, my response was "i think i've dyed my hair so much i don't know who i'm attracted to!" haha. but in all seriousness blonde, brown, black hair, as long as you loveeeee Jesus and will adore me you can always put a hat on like luke here and cover up your do. just a thought.

i'm really trying to sort through some stuff. not physical stuff, more or less emotional.

basically all i know is yes is yes, and no means no.

Matthew 5:37
Simply let your 'Yes' be 'Yes,' and your 'No,' 'No'; anything beyond this comes from the evil one.

john mayer says it plainly, anything other than yes is no, anything other than stay is go, anything less than "i love you" is lying.

it's frustrating but i know that it's for a reason.

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anyways i went to the MAC store and got my makeup done today.

i'm pretty excited about all my awesome new loot.

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i really want to fall asleep but i'm wired.

my mind is racing. i just want someone to play music with, and create together. i miss that.

fall

9 more days until i see this beautiful face!

i don't know how to get to you. just when i think i've climbed the last branch i look up and it stretches on and on. there's no one to brace my fall, and i'm aimlessly trying to find the top.

i just don't want to turn around, i don't want to fall back down, i've spent enough time on the ground and i want to be closer to you. but it's not just the climb, it's my heart on the line, and i feel you fading away. so do i try harder? do i let go of what my heart is saying? i guess things look differently when you're in the middle. maybe i should've never tried in the first place.