2010!

"so this is the new year, and i don't feel any different," [deathcabforcutie]

this line has always been my anthem.
every year i always make this the thought of my new year's eve.
i always think of a week into january.
when everything is supposed to be "different."
when new year's resolutions should be in full swing.
it justifies not having to change.
it makes it easier to settle.

but this isn't my anthem anymore.
i've grown up this year, and i've done a lot of soul searching.
i know who i am, and who i want to be.
i'm not singing this tune.
because the truth is, i already feel different.
i'm excited for what the new year is going to bring.
bring it on 2010.