fall

9 more days until i see this beautiful face!

i don't know how to get to you. just when i think i've climbed the last branch i look up and it stretches on and on. there's no one to brace my fall, and i'm aimlessly trying to find the top.

i just don't want to turn around, i don't want to fall back down, i've spent enough time on the ground and i want to be closer to you. but it's not just the climb, it's my heart on the line, and i feel you fading away. so do i try harder? do i let go of what my heart is saying? i guess things look differently when you're in the middle. maybe i should've never tried in the first place.